Today has been off for me. This whole week has, in fact. I completely forgot to introduce you guys to someone on Tuesday. I apologize and promise to get back on track next week with my blogging. Right now I just have a big case of the missings. I'm sure it has to do with all these pregnancy hormones.
I miss my mamaw. I wish I could see her again. I wish I was still someone's granddaughter.
I miss Doug. I miss hearing the dirty things he would say. I miss seeing how happy Micah was to play with him.
I miss Nick. I miss our Thursday nights at BBW's. I miss him breaking my character in the Lego games. I miss him coming over to eat Doritos and give me crap about being Jewish. I hate that he is 4 hours away now.
I miss having a savings account and knowing that I always had the money to be any frivolous thing I wanted. Back then I didn't want things and now, for some reason, I do. I miss being unmaterialistic about things. I wish I didn't think I had to have that stupid apple patterened car sear. I wish not buying it didn't make me cry.
I miss having time to read books. I feel like I've gotten dumber in the last six months from my lack of reading.
I miss my husband working 40 hours a week and being home with me. I wish he didn't come home at 10 p.m. I wish he didn't have to have that stupid job with the great pay and insurance.
I miss living at home and seeing my parents all the time, even though it has been years since I lived there. I miss seeing my mom every day. I miss having no worries.
I apologize if this was a downer. I'm just having a downward mood swing lately. Here's to a better next week!!