Thursday, September 24, 2009

On new babies

Micah and I found out almost 2 weeks ago that we are expecting another little bundle of joy.  I'm excited, but apprehensive at the same time.  Ever since my miscarriage earlier this year, I've wanted to get pregnant again but at the same time, I didn't.

I'm so scared now, even though we've already made it past the point where we lost our Evan.  We want this baby so badly and I'm pretty sure that Micah is more worried about losing another baby than I am.  I don't think that I can even try getting pregnant again if something happens this time.  I'll just have my Jay and that will be enough.

I'm counting the days and weeks and we've decided to wait until I start my second trimester to tell our friends and family.  I told my best friends the day I found out, but other than that we are keeping mum.

Prayers that this is our time to become a family of four are greatly appreciated!

1 comment:

  1. hi there,
    thank you for praying for my daughter, moriah. i had to check you guys out seeing that you were in the hospital for 11 months too! sigh. it's nearly impossible! but very worth it. jay is definitely amazing =)
    congratulations on your pregnancy. please know my prayers are with you and your family.
    much love,
    p.s. i have a cat too, and he looks like your cat's identical twin! =)