On new babies

Micah and I found out almost 2 weeks ago that we are expecting another little bundle of joy.  I'm excited, but apprehensive at the same time.  Ever since my miscarriage earlier this year, I've wanted to get pregnant again but at the same time, I didn't.

I'm so scared now, even though we've already made it past the point where we lost our Evan.  We want this baby so badly and I'm pretty sure that Micah is more worried about losing another baby than I am.  I don't think that I can even try getting pregnant again if something happens this time.  I'll just have my Jay and that will be enough.

I'm counting the days and weeks and we've decided to wait until I start my second trimester to tell our friends and family.  I told my best friends the day I found out, but other than that we are keeping mum.

Prayers that this is our time to become a family of four are greatly appreciated!